....begins here....but it could start any where else in my mind. Right now it's absent minded, as I'm listening to an Instant Classic Vocal mix by a Canadian (house/tech trance) Producer/DJ:
"I Remember" - DEADMAU5
Feeling the past moving in
letting a new day begin
hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go
Add to the memory you keep
remember when you fall asleep
hold to the love that you know
you don't have to give up to let go
Remember turning on the night
and moving through the morning light
remember how it was with you
remember how you pulled me through
I remember [x8]
Feeling the past moving in
letting a new day begin
hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go
add to the memory you keep
remember when you fall asleep
hold to the love that you know
you don't have to give up to let go
remember how it was with you
remember how you pulled me through
I remember
Feeling the past moving in
letting a new day begin
hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go
add to the memory you keep
remember when you fall asleep
hold to the love that you know
you don't have to give up to let go
Remember turning on the the night
and moving through the morning light
remember how it was with you
remember how you pulled me through
I remember [x8]
letting a new day begin
hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go
Add to the memory you keep
remember when you fall asleep
hold to the love that you know
you don't have to give up to let go
Remember turning on the night
and moving through the morning light
remember how it was with you
remember how you pulled me through
I remember [x8]
Feeling the past moving in
letting a new day begin
hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go
add to the memory you keep
remember when you fall asleep
hold to the love that you know
you don't have to give up to let go
remember how it was with you
remember how you pulled me through
I remember
Feeling the past moving in
letting a new day begin
hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go
add to the memory you keep
remember when you fall asleep
hold to the love that you know
you don't have to give up to let go
Remember turning on the the night
and moving through the morning light
remember how it was with you
remember how you pulled me through
I remember [x8]
It was Friday, and I had Rendered a ride from my parents, where I'm currently residing and went down to Vancouver for the weekend with my Parents. Journeyed went all the way out to Vancouver just to appreciate a "Free Show" performing by our very own. DEADMAU5. I wanted to see why he was becoming one of the world greats of Electro Music Scene. Named #2 DJ, underneath #1 Tiesto (but that's commercial).
Once I got here, the transit was overwhelming so I decided to walk en-route across the city from Granville busy entertainment district to Gas town area. Nearby the Cambie Street. Soo many color of Red was adorn across proud Canadians. I'm proud to be the ORIGINAL "Canadian", and know to live up to my people. Being Aboriginal of this land. I wish I could scream that but I didn't want to rain on their "Canadian Fiesta".
I traveled across this city beaming in multi-cultural pride of Olympic Competition, I then find myself in this Vancouver Famous Land site; The New Amsterdam Cafe. Sited next to Marc Emery's Headquarter. A cafe where stoners gather to have coffee, snacks, and roll up their own joint openly and smoke up like we're in Amsterdam. I run into this guy I knew from before at that Cafe and we decided to roll up a couple good joints, then take off to the bar to pick up some a mickey of whiskey! Some Candian Club... then we're on our way to.............
DEADMAU5. However, we find that due to security matter they choose to have their "Free Show" fenced off to extra party crashers like me. The place was "overcrowded". Obvious to the fact the event organizer never been to a rave before. We could always fit extra in but then again who knows.....THIS IS THE OLYMPIC EVENT...?!?!?!?!
There was this hype of Deadmau5 performance that was garnered to be massive headline of the Night. As you could Imagine from the News on television of how Popular the night the night was during the Vancouver Winter Olympic. It seemed like New Year Event EVERYNIGHT. I was disappointed to find out I won't be getting in to see what I came down for. Instead, I wandered around town, ran into a lot of good people.
SONG PLAYING AT THE MOMENT: "Crazy (Kutski & Al Storm Mix)" by BK
After the long night wandering I decided to do what I was supposed to do after the LIVECITY: DEADMAU5 performance finish at 11pm, was to meet a friend of mine A.M, at the Club 23 West. A psychedellic Trance Club. I used to go to this place on weekly basis. This is how I met A.M. A nice girl who's name I will not reveal.
I met A.M. quite some time ago, almost a year ago, when I was attending Vancouver Film School while I was living in the West End downtown, by the beach. It was sometime in fall or winter. I decided to head out to Club 23 West, Organix. Where a high school friend of mine, DJ Lucky performed. Organix is only held once a week at Club 23 West, where they performed Psychedelic Trance, full-on, Progressive, and Goa. After a long week, working at Vancouver Film School projects, or being out all the time, I'd like to start my weekend at a full-on dance club. Just wind up, and being taken away by music.
It was like every once every 1 or 2 weeks, I'd see A.M. I knew she had a boyfriend at the time. I'll remember the one night where I was dancing my mind off in a Trance state, probably high off my mind (either E or marijuana. Keep in mind now that I'm clean from Ectasy). I had a moment when I opened my eyes, I noticed across the floor from me in clear view. She looked back at me as her boyfriend dances around her. I kept my eyes on her, as the colorful lights danced all around me. and the music taking my focus, making it feel......connected. I think somewhere along that moment, she told her boyfriend she wanted bottle of water. As he head up to the Bar, I sneaked across the floor making my way to this special person who's presence graced the night. Right in front of me, there she was. I had only a moment so I took the liberty of truths. I bluntly whispered in her ear, "I think I'm falling for you!" And with that I backed away from her, keeping our eyes locked. I knew she felt same way too....but the saddest thing is.....Nothing did happen. This is what could be a Potential and it broke away from the actual connection! I thought there was something to come out of this like something more....
I know it took a lot of courage for me to do this....Truthfully, I never walked up to a girl I knew for awhile and had secret crush, and then admit it to that very person! I never did this before. I laid it out flat, and waited for something to happen. But it never did.
And now here I am again, away from Vancouver where magic can happen anytime! I just wish to move back again.....I miss my friends, I miss my freedom, but things will have to do until I figure out what's my next game plan is.....Go to School? Work?....I'm not too sure because right now I'm a Free-spirited guy, always wanting to work on art, music, writing, and being out with friends.
2010 Summer is coming around the corner! Time to discover......